what are you being taught

 Are you being taught how to walk in the Holy Spirit and allow Him to manifest and flow through you daily?
Or are you being taught how to DEVELOP your own personal (fleshly) abilities and seek opportunities to use them?

Do you understand walking by your flesh is a sin and the Bible says anyone teaching you do to that will be held accountable by God and so will you?

God did not sacrifice His son Jesus so we can just ignore His Spirit living in us. That is a sin and insult to the Spirit (that is the exact word "insult" used in the New King James Bible). 

We have to realize and accept that WE are the ones stopping His Spirit from manifesting and flowing through us, it's not God's fault.

As a child of God our life is not about being nice, showing people love or doing good deeds. That's nice. But there is so much more

We are God's eartly vessel. We are NOT God's partner (do not insult God's deity like that) The Bible says the same Spirit that lived in Jesus NOW lives in us as Believers

Continue to draw closer to God to release (and expect) His Spirit to flow through you and you WILL be amazed at what God will do through you.